final sem spirit

bismillah...
assalamualaikum,
lamenye kite tak ketemu yaa blog??? hehehe

bukan apa, busy masuk sem3 ni, final sem lahh nk dikatakan,,, hohohohoho
ok, i admit. this sem, its quite tough for me. why? because i had 2 studio subjects to catch up in one sem (studio subjects = Graphic Communication & Environmental Design - both are drawing & design subject ) so, of course, we are going to be Pandas these days... i mean, this sem ^_^ hmmm

:)    (sarcastic smile)

so, why i said so? architecture is a very subjective subject. some things that we saw as beauty in our eye, its not a beauty for a lecturer's eye. some things that we saw as shit in our eye, it may seen as Arts in other's eye. yeah... beauty. its a very very subjective thing. Arts. just describe it. hahaha.... what is Art? What is Beauty? its subjective and it depends on the eye of beholder. so please dont wonder or ask around why you get A-? how you acheive A? Why did you got only B+, C- and so on, because. we dont even know why and how these things are calculated and examined. all we did is just, draw draw draw and draw. Draw as we like / semampu kita saja. Xperlu jadi sempurna dalam subjek ni. even my lecturer(studio master) said so, that we dont have to be perfect. just enough with who we are. just be urself, just be it. ;)

Wise-Akeboshi (ost. Naruto)

Cultivate your hunger, before you idealize
Motivate your anger, to make them all realize
Climbing the mountain, never coming down
Break into the contents, never falling down

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve
Sneakin' out the classroom by the back door

A man railed at me twice though
But I didn't care
Waiting is wasting, for people like me

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

You say, dreams are dreams
I ain't gonna play the fool anymore
You say, 'cause I still got my soul
Take your time baby
Your blood needs slowin' down
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom
Reflection of fear make shadow of nothing
Shadow of nothing
You still are blind if you see winding road
'Cause there's always straight way to the point you see

Don't try to live so wise
Don't cry 'cause you're so right
Don't dry with fakes or fears
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

This song, it's very meaningful for me :) yupp. it is. Read and feel the lyrics. understand and hear the music, now you'll understand what is LIFE . 

BE TOUGH! 

Do hear this song ;) Naruto ost. (ending) the most favorite part for me in the lyrics are these part : 

Don't try to live so wise

Don't cry 'cause you're so right

Don't dry with fakes or fears 

'Cause you will hate yourself in the end

this is very meaningful for me, well, i dont know about you, but i think, this song are trying to told us to be ourselves. dont be a hypocrite, a liar, dont live life as a liar. cause you'll be hating yourself in the end. ;) just be whatever you want. dont feel afraid to be it. just show the world the true colors of yourself~ JUST BE IT !!!

some people cant relate what i said about GC and this song? haha. well. GC is very subjective. GC & ED , it depends on one's creativity. one's talent. therefore, dont be afraid to live your crazy and creative life. Dont be afraid to try a new thing or create a new design/ to make new revolution. we live a life that is differ from anybody else. other student read, write and memorize. what about us? we draw, follow, copy and create~ ;D

we are different from other students. yes. and i like it that way. we are unique~ 

cewahhh~~~ hahahaha....

So guys, dont be intimidated to be your true self. dont be afraid to show the true colors of ourselves. show it to the world and trust me, you'll reach that eternity happiness. ;)

p/s : eternity happiness is not a crazy state of person... hahahaha

it means that our soul will no more bound to these worldly problems. the souls are free to be anything it want. to be happy? to be sad? to be crazy? to be wise? to be free? to be anything... FREEDOM~

do free your soul from anything. believe in Allah,put trust on HIM, do be yourself and achieve tranquility... ;) 

it is final sem guyss!!!! do be vigorous ~~~

ok bai~~ hahaha